I know I just updated but hear this;
I just went out to smoke and while I was asking God for strength, I saw two doves fly overhead, cooing at each other lovingly. I know now that no matter what happens with my love and myself in terms of getting back together later on or not, that everything will be alright. If I didn't believe in God an hour ago, I do now!
Thank you, God. Always doing the unexpected and surprising me :)